Whats real

my father always said, "idk why you focus on being popular because after you graduate you won't have over half those friends." "Got my ass!!!," as my sister and I say because he was right. I have four best friends; only two of which actually went to school with me. My first "bestie" is my big sister Brittany. She is the most important woman in my life and no one else comes before her. She protects me as I try to protect her(she doesn't really need me but hey, I'm the lil sis). We're only 6 months apart(thanks dad!) but she is alot more mature than I therefore I am the little sister, literally. She provides me with everything I need and that she can give. We've been though quite a bit together which continuously brought us closer together and now we're practically inseparable. My best friend, Lexi, graduated with me, everyone else from scool I have completely cut off. I feel its so unnecessary to talk to anyone I used to associate with. E'Lexis is just as goofy as I am. We stay laughing and have the best time together always. We met two years ago in trigonometry class, ever since then we've basically been best friends. Right now, I technically live at her house. My other best friend, Courtney, actually graduated '08. They are both always here for me literally through everything. Courtney be all on her shit for me. She bullies me most of the time but only out of love.lol. When I thought I was pregnant thanks to a dumb ass psychic, she was really on her shit. Every time I felt one way or had a question I went to her. If she didn't have the answer she was bound to find it...just for me. She is also now my big sisters boyfriend; yes, boyfriend. My last best friend, D, is believe it or not someone that I met online, on Downelink to be exact. We just hit it off from the start, had literally everything in common: from likes to absolute dislikes. Now, I consider her the love of my life, I swear she is...but shes just my bff according to her. Lets see: we're both wayne, drake, &songz fiends, both of us are major ass freaks, we both have an ass fetish, we both are very protective, we both have the same kind of attitudes: which is something like "really, I don't give a fuck, I'm chill." We know each other and we both know what each other wants and likes because that's just how we are. And what I love the most...we both know whats best for each other. I swear its fate or something like it, look, I liked this song I had downloaded by a group I just discovered called the gogo power rangers, I tell her about it...guess what she just downloaded minutes before? The same song. Please don't hurt yourself by trying to find a logically explanation because there isn't one. I know where she downloads her music from but she doesn't know where I get mine and it sure as hell isn't where she gets hers. Its like everything we do...I don't really know how to put it but its like we think the same things and in the same way...if you ask me that's some deep shit, which is why I love her.

Dionia, I love you so damn much. You are fabolous and you keep me happy, big head. I love you and my three other best friends. No one could ever replace these four women.