broken

I don't even know what to type...falling and breaking...it happened so fast. I feel like I did it to myself as I do every other time. I give up...fuck love. I always get my feelings hurt. I have so much love and affection to give yet no one really wants it. Its going to take alot to get anything out of me now. I love so easily and get hurt so hard. I'm done with that bullshit. My heart has so many stitches in it because I mend my own heart.