7/07/2009

Hate this

I hate being like him. I just got done telling someone that unlike him I can control my anger. Did I lie? Soon there after thee internet froze for like 5 minutes straight, no exaggeration, and I got angry without a doubt. I just wanted to punch someone. I hit the desk. Ugh. I'm so impatient, when things are not going my way exactly it irritates thee hell out of me. I hate that I am a spitting image of him, that I act like him. I feel as if I am not my own person. I am him. God, I want to kill him so bad. Should I kill myself instead or also?

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