My Pain

I never talk about it. I never really think about until I have those random nightmares. I've been hurt but no longer try to tell. My mother didn't believe me. I was young, still a baby, but you don't forget these things. It has scarred me deeply. Thinking of what was done to me by him makes me want to cry. I was helpless, a mere age of four but my memory is so vivid of that day. I wish it wasn't I wish I could forget the past. It happened only once and for that I am thankful but it shouldn't have happened at all. It shouldn't happen to anyone. No one should be molested, raped, fondled, or whatever especially not a child more less a baby.