she relapsed.

I feel so disappointed in both of us.

I should've been there for you...I told you I would be.

You should've fought harder!

I thought you were stronger than that.

I thought I was stronger than that.

You got mad and let me go.

I should have fought for what I believed we had.

I continue to worry.

Now, more than ever.

No direct communication.

No knowledge of how you are or whats going on.

I worry and you know how I am.

I can't help it, thats what happens when you care about someone.

Caring for someone comes with loving them.

&You know I love you, Idk why you'd even doubt that fact.

I wish I could help you, I wish you could help me.

I wish we could help each other.

Here I go wishing like its effective.

Wishing gets us nowhere.

Yet here I go AGAIN wishing you thee best and wishing that you overcome this without me.

ily babe; you know who you are.

I'll always worry and wonder how you are, simply because you're you.

You're different and you DO mean alot to me.