justa thinkin...

I've never been "asked out"

I've never been on a REAL date.

I've only had sex that I liked once.

I've been in hella bullshit ass relationships.

I've only been appreciated by about 2-3 people.

I've always be careless, too careless.

....you think I don't care cuz I'm somewhat emotionless.

ugh. I don't know.

My point of this blog was to release my jealousy.

My jealously of everyone around me.

...so much prettier.

...better relationships.

...better lives.

I'm stuck in this HELL.

I'm so good, though.

I act as if nothing is ever wrong, when in actuality...

something in my head is always wrong.

I'm sick, I'm violent, I'm rude.

I just don't give a FUCK, man.

Life is not something I value, nor is money.

I value my friends.

E'Lexis, no matter what she'll always be my number on go to person.

Courtney, shes never judgemental, always ready to listen.

Those two are my ONLY friends; fuck that dumb shit, "I just met her but shes my friend"

Bullshit, people need to learn thee word "acquaintance"

blah, I'm done bitching for now.