I can't believe we're talking again after all this time...what 3 or 4 months of no communication? A lost love, loss of care, a lost friendship. Its far from thee same or at least how we left it. Damn D, its been a long ass time. I kind of missed your big headed ass. I'm happy for you and all thee progress you've made in life without me by your side as your bff. Its not thee same in any way though. We've lost each other. - la mejor queer

I'm so sick its ridiculous. According to thee doctor I "have thee worst case of thee flu" and it'll take "6-10 days or 2-3 weeks" for me to get better. I'm on day number 6 of hell. I rather die than have this shit. I feel like I AM DYING...so why not just die? I'm so pessimistically not optimistic.

Cuz i love u amber dats why i wanna be wit u. Ur not da type dat be all n da streets. U listen n plus u haves goals so yes of course i want u to be my wife. i love u so so so much too :-)