I'm drunk as hell as I actually write this shit...yet I'm coherent. &look no one knows how emotional I really fucking am besides my bestie and my ex slightly knows alil something...not much; she never hurt me enough to find out. She almost did though. I still love her. Anyway, I fucking hate being yelled at. Regardless of who it is, but especially when its my "sister." She uses me constantly and treats me like shit...like her do girl. She say it, I do it. First of all I'm super fucked up and I'm very lowkey emotional therefore I'm VERY LOWKEY suicidal. I'm getting stupid embarrassed because I KNEW which way to go when thee drunk girl giving directions didn't. I'm absolutely too stupid to do any damn thing. She straight up yelling at me "making her point" wtf ever man. Man, she was like, "Amber, why you want me to kill you so bad?"
I said cuz, "I hate life life"
i fell asleep before i could finish this "/
I said cuz, "I hate life life"
i fell asleep before i could finish this "/
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